The Worst Junk in the World
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
MOVING FORWARD
Remember the last post? I was having problems on how to tell my father about my academic status. Well, I don't have to worry anymore because a month ago, We already talked about it. It wasn't fun coz we had to talk for so long to settle the problem. He approached with some kind attitude but later on, he was still overcame by his anger. After that, everything just went smoothly fine.
But during those times where my father keeps on talking bad about what happened to me and to me, I told my nanay about it. She told me that, one point or another, my dad was right, but instead of putting pressure on me, he should have just consoled or comforted me. But, that never happened. He keeps on yelling things I don't wanna hear, and forcing me to stop school. But I insisted on continuing my studies.
Nanay knew about it. She knew I was so down. I showed her, my self-pity. She doesn't want me to do that. She knows that among the five children of my mom and dad, I'm the only one who lacks attention from them. That's why nanay always gives me her attention. Even if it's my fault, she takes my side.
She called from the states a day after my dad yelled at me. She was encouraging me about my studies that I should just do good the next time. That Chemistry isn't really an easy subject that even her once failed it. Then something surprised me. She told me that she'll gonna try to bring me to the states with her when she comes back. It was really a bad morning for me. I keep on avoiding my parents, afraid that they might bring the subject again and start yelling at me. But when my nanay told me that, it was the happiest day of my life because I really love the idea of going to the states and continue my studies there.
She promised that, but for the mean time I should do good in school while waiting for whatever is going to happen to their plan. I also told her that on the 2nd semester, I'm not gonna go to school because I don't have any subjects to take anymore. So I was planning on working on the 2nd sem. She agreed. I should make the most of my time.
Well, that's it. After that great news, I moved on with my life. I can't do anything about the past, so I'm making the most for my future. :)
But during those times where my father keeps on talking bad about what happened to me and to me, I told my nanay about it. She told me that, one point or another, my dad was right, but instead of putting pressure on me, he should have just consoled or comforted me. But, that never happened. He keeps on yelling things I don't wanna hear, and forcing me to stop school. But I insisted on continuing my studies.
Nanay knew about it. She knew I was so down. I showed her, my self-pity. She doesn't want me to do that. She knows that among the five children of my mom and dad, I'm the only one who lacks attention from them. That's why nanay always gives me her attention. Even if it's my fault, she takes my side.
She called from the states a day after my dad yelled at me. She was encouraging me about my studies that I should just do good the next time. That Chemistry isn't really an easy subject that even her once failed it. Then something surprised me. She told me that she'll gonna try to bring me to the states with her when she comes back. It was really a bad morning for me. I keep on avoiding my parents, afraid that they might bring the subject again and start yelling at me. But when my nanay told me that, it was the happiest day of my life because I really love the idea of going to the states and continue my studies there.
She promised that, but for the mean time I should do good in school while waiting for whatever is going to happen to their plan. I also told her that on the 2nd semester, I'm not gonna go to school because I don't have any subjects to take anymore. So I was planning on working on the 2nd sem. She agreed. I should make the most of my time.
Well, that's it. After that great news, I moved on with my life. I can't do anything about the past, so I'm making the most for my future. :)
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