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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Good Friends are hard to come by

I really love this picture. You know why? I can see genuine smiles in it. I never ever saw myself smile like that before. Something in me tells me that I'm with the right people already. Yes, they're not perfect. They have their own flaws. But, as the undying cliche goes, "NO ONE'S PERFECT". I've been with a lot of people before. I thought they were the right ones. *The exact same thing I said before* But true colors came out and everyone's started leaving/avoiding everyone. We were perfect then. More fun, less seriousness. It was all having a good time. Let me quote one line of a song, "GOOD TIMES NEVER SEEM SO GOOD!" *from the song SWEET CAROLINE by Neil Diamonds* Well, the thing we thought was perfect wasn't perfect after all. Everyone started making bull comments with each other. They just broke down. But the thing is, they just couldn't accept the difference of each other. They wanted all to be the same. No one's the same!! Everyone's different. It just have to surface to get noticed.

Having this 'new' established friendship, I just came out of my comfort zone. It made me comfortable with myself. Before I use to think that I'm ugly and fat. But now, I learned to appreciate who I really am. I'm fat, yes, and I'm now open to the idea that soon, I wouldn't be the fat guy they use to laugh at. And definitely I'm good looking. *I even got me a date for next week. My girl friend from the past wanted the two of us to meet. I got excited. At last, a real date* Just faced the mirror this morning and saw how beautiful my nose is. *got the nose from my mom's side. we've got good noses* So ok... I'm not comparing anyone to anyone. Even though, It never worked perfectly before. I know I learned something. Good things never last unless you make it last. and I know there's a lot to learn... We just need to look at it and listen to it. I would not expect anything from this 'new' set of friends. I don't wanna get frustrated/disappointed again if ever the same thing from before happens. I expected to much before and invested so much emotions. That's why it was hard letting go. but i got the hang of it. I just realized, it was just not right. I was once called, "an ALTERNATIVE", "a LEFTOVER". *smirk* Oh yeah... I wouldn't expect anything but I'm hoping it wouldn't happen again. Soon enough I will really find my own place in what they call the Greater Scheme of Things. Are we getting a bit melodramatic here? Don't be.

Let's us all just have some fun while it lasts. There's always a first time and a last time. And when our time is up. OUR TIME IS UP. Right now, for me, I'll grab this opportunity of a new life. thanks to the people behind my back because seriously, good friends are hard to come by... oh and yeah... I really wanna say this to one of the people in the picture. You know who you are... You're the only one who said to me that I am a true friend. T_T Never got that in many years because I thought I only have friends because I'm so GENEROUS. You know what I'm saying right *Nagnakaw kasi ako ng cellphone ba! LOL*. To those who don't understand the meaning of what I said... LOOK BETWEEN THE LINES. Don't just judge on the surface. Go deeper. You'll understand

"Great Minds talk about Ideas. Average minds talk about events.
Poor minds talk about people."

"Let Bygones be Bygones"
posted by Stink Ball at 2:14 PM

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