The Worst Junk in the World
Friday, May 16, 2008
Frustration...
Summer classes are almost over. *at last* Tomorrow's the last day and we're just going through a few more examinations then it's finish. *LOL*
But actually, I don't feel great about it because the Capping and Pinning ceremony would be next. And for your information, there's a big chance I won't be included in the ceremony due to lack of subjects taken. *I've got 3 subjects behind because of the freakin' chemistry!*
Though, I'm really still doing my best to find ways in order for me to join my batch in the ceremony.
Later this afternoon, sinamahan ko si Karen sa 4th floor to look over the tentative list of the students whose going to be included in the ceremony. Going there, I was hoping just a little bit that my name would be in
the list. Unfortunately, it wasn't there. And everyone else's was.
I tried asking the lady at the division, kung may ways pa ba to include me in the list. I already took all my major subjects and i was just lacking a few minor ones.
But really, i still have to go there tomorrow and ask again. I haven't told my dad about this yet but mom already has an idea. I told her everything that happened to me during my sophomore 2nd semester. Well, actually, I'm avoiding dad's shouts that's way I never told him.
I feel so frustrated with myself. Naiingit ako sa mga taong masasali kasi they could move on the next level and I'm left behind *with few of my friends and batch mates, of course. I'm not the only one who flunked subjects. hahahaha!* I was even more frustrated when they told me i had to stop one semester and a summer class to get those subjects na kulang. The idea gives me the creeps! I don't want to stop one or two semesters!!! it's delaying me! i have plans for the future!
and i will miss someone very bad if ever di ako makasabay sa ceremony na to... Kasi naman noh.. baka mag 4th year na sila ako mag start pa lang ng 3rd year... Di ko makaya yan!!! What will happen to me?! Magiging ka batch ko yung mga ayoko maging ka-batch! Ang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko ngayon... Sabayan pa ng sobrang sakit ng katawan... Ayoko na!
Basta ang sabi ko sa sarili ko... If ever walang mangyari sa akin.. mag papakamatay ako! *char lang!* *LOL*
hindi oi... siguro i have to move on lang talaga... pero i need to keep a positive outlook para positive outcome din. *LOL* that's the spirit!
I really hope those people in the division would consider...
But actually, I don't feel great about it because the Capping and Pinning ceremony would be next. And for your information, there's a big chance I won't be included in the ceremony due to lack of subjects taken. *I've got 3 subjects behind because of the freakin' chemistry!*
Though, I'm really still doing my best to find ways in order for me to join my batch in the ceremony.
Later this afternoon, sinamahan ko si Karen sa 4th floor to look over the tentative list of the students whose going to be included in the ceremony. Going there, I was hoping just a little bit that my name would be in
the list. Unfortunately, it wasn't there. And everyone else's was.I tried asking the lady at the division, kung may ways pa ba to include me in the list. I already took all my major subjects and i was just lacking a few minor ones.
But really, i still have to go there tomorrow and ask again. I haven't told my dad about this yet but mom already has an idea. I told her everything that happened to me during my sophomore 2nd semester. Well, actually, I'm avoiding dad's shouts that's way I never told him.
I feel so frustrated with myself. Naiingit ako sa mga taong masasali kasi they could move on the next level and I'm left behind *with few of my friends and batch mates, of course. I'm not the only one who flunked subjects. hahahaha!* I was even more frustrated when they told me i had to stop one semester and a summer class to get those subjects na kulang. The idea gives me the creeps! I don't want to stop one or two semesters!!! it's delaying me! i have plans for the future!
and i will miss someone very bad if ever di ako makasabay sa ceremony na to... Kasi naman noh.. baka mag 4th year na sila ako mag start pa lang ng 3rd year... Di ko makaya yan!!! What will happen to me?! Magiging ka batch ko yung mga ayoko maging ka-batch! Ang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko ngayon... Sabayan pa ng sobrang sakit ng katawan... Ayoko na!
Basta ang sabi ko sa sarili ko... If ever walang mangyari sa akin.. mag papakamatay ako! *char lang!* *LOL*
hindi oi... siguro i have to move on lang talaga... pero i need to keep a positive outlook para positive outcome din. *LOL* that's the spirit!
I really hope those people in the division would consider...
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