The Worst Junk in the World
Thursday, May 21, 2009
What to Type?
I've been here since 6am this morning thinking about what to write. I even read Natalie Goldberg's "Writing Down the Bones" for a guide. But still, I couldn't think of anything to write. I don't even know how to start something. I'm such a fail at writing. Ugh!! Anyway, the book says I should just let loose and write down anything my mind say. My mind is saying a lot of things and if I write them down how will i achieve unity in my writing? Ain't it suppose to be an important factor in writing?
And then suddenly, I read about a double chocolate-chip cookie. I could even smell one. *looks at his side* Mom's actually eating a choco-filled donut. The aroma of the new heated donut flys around the house and inside my stomach. I can feel "butterflies" in my stomach. I'm not in love though. I just want a piece of that donut. Hot, delish donut. But of course, I can't. I'm on diet. Yes. I'm on diet for the nth time. No sweets please. I've been saying this for quite a while now. But every time, something sweet and irresistable is in front of me, I can't resist. I guess that's why they call it 'IRRESISTABLE', don't they?
My phone's in front of me. I'm waiting for my friend's text message. I need to know what time I'm going to get them at the bus terminal. Then after that I'll be bringing them to Insular Village or the infamous Waterfront Village. Is there any Waterfront Hotel here in Davao just like that in Cebu? I don't think so. I guess it's only a village. Village of Rich they say. A few of my friends live there. But they keep on insisting they're not rich. They're just lucky to be living there. Yeah, right! Who are they kidding? They go to one of the most prestigious schools in the Philippines, they live in a prestigious village and they're not rich?! HYPOCRITES!
The water is calling me. I want to heed its call. I feel stinky already. Even though i took a good bath last night, I still think I smell stinky. Oh yes. My senses works 5x better than that of a normal human. I'm AUTISTIC! I'm a self-proclaimed autistic. I dunno why I got to that conclusion but I just feel I'm autistic and I'm proud of it. I dunno why. It's weird. I'm weird. I guess that makes me an autistic, right?
Okay, so my sister's coming home from Manila today. Mom already went to the airport a few minutes ago. I thought my sister's gonna stay there till she goes to Hong Kong. *beware of the A1H1 or the Swine Flu* She was in Manila for a case study for the Kraft Company. She also had interviews from them and I'm not sure if she's accepted for a good job or not. *crossing my fingers* well, i hope she gets accepted. I know she's good. LOL. I just couldn't sink in the thought that she'll be facing the reality that she's not going to be under my mom and dad's roof anymore. She's going to be independent. Hmmmm... Now I get to think of myself. What would i become after a few years? Sheeeez! I don't wanna think about it now. I'm still too young to be thinking about things like that. but............. I need to be ready. I dun wanna be clueless when it's my turn to face the reality of having to leave my parent's roof and earn my own money. It sounds exciting. I just really hope I could survive in the real world when my time comes.
Thinking of it. When i get a job, which i'm sure will be a good one. My first salary would definitely go on buying a camera. My own DSLR. Then after that, I'll be saving to get my own car. Maybe a BMW. or a Lambo. hmmmm... I need to find out the brand of the car that Zac Efron used on the movie "17 Again". Coz I think that car would really look hot on me. lol. Maybe by that time I'd be as hot as Zac Efron. With the abs filled stomach and 0% baby fat. ROFL. How i wish. I need to exert more effort to get a body like that. Are there any easy way to get it? Hmmm... I don't think so. No PAIN No GAIN! :P
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