The Worst Junk in the World

For the past 3 days, I'm left HOME ALONE! Yes. As much as I don't want to be alone in my life, this experience for me gives me the feeling of independence. For 3 days, I've done things that I rarely do. I swept and mopped the floor. I washed the dishes, utensils and other cooking tools. I cooked my own food, cooked rice not on a rice cooker but on a stove. I've been eating burnt smelling rice. But it's fine. I didn't kill me. It's been fun. Doing things for myself. But not for a long time. After doing those things, I felt lonely. I felt no one loves me. It got so lonely that I wanna cry. But of course I didn't. I thought why would I cry. This is temporary. A little sacrifice wouldn't hurt. It's been 3 days that our house help went home to the province to settle some things. As much as I want to go out and go malling and have fun, I can't. I don't have the money to do those things so I stayed home.

There's one more good thing that has been happening to me. I haven't eaten much. I even exercise to kill the time. It's tiring and boring. But if you're thinking about the good things that will happen, the bored and tired feeling vanishes. Last week i lost 10 pounds. Yes. For a week i lost that much. I wonder how much i lost this week. I still have to find out. Another thing that keeps me occupied is BOF or "BOYS OVER FLOWERS". I'm not really sure if that's the exact title because others its BBF or "BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS." Well, i don't care that much with the title. It's the Korean version of the famous Taiwanese "METEOR GARDEN". I wasn't fond of it the first time, but when the story got really intersting, i was hooked. I couldn't stop. I'm glad I didn't stop coz it's keeping me company during my lonely days.

Well, i guess that's it. I really hope mom's going be home soon. I miss her being around. Haven't seen her for a month now.