The Worst Junk in the World

Who like bashing their fathers? You? You? You? OK! None of you...
It's me.

"Ikaw lang man ang naga think of negative things!" and "Ang gusto man gud nimo, Ikaw lang ang pirmi tama!" were the exact words i threw my father last night. Unbelievable? Believe it.
He went overboard and it sent me crashing down resulting to talking back. Normal guys should feel weird after saying that to their parents. but for me, I felt relieved throwing that comment in his face. For a few seconds, he couldn't talk. I guess he was shocked at how I acted at him.

He should be surprised anymore. I've been avoiding him, for like, ages! Talking to him seems to be a nonsense. I already told you that, haven't I? Last night, I was thinking of shouting at him more. but I realized he's sensitive, he'd cry easily. and God forbid he'd throw wooden chairs in my face if I'd given him more than what I said last night.

Anyway, I guess that's it.