The Worst Junk in the World

Damn! It's been raining for 4 days now. And it isn't just drizzles. It's really heavy rain and it's really dark. I'm inside my office right now, watching the rain outside as it pours. My head aches because of the smell of gasoline entering the small area in my so-called office. I guess I'm never used to gasoline scent. lol. My employees are running outside back and forth. Are they playing in the rain? No. They're not. They're getting something here and bringing them there.

Seeing my employees makes me think if I'm a good boss. lol. The word boss. Still i haven't got the hang of it. Hearing my employees call me "sir" makes me shudder. I'm to young to be called "sir" but at the back of my mind, I feel like I'm the authority. Well, I am! Besides, I'm the nephew of the owner. I'm part of the bigger family. :wink: Outside is not dark anymore. Lights are illuminating the surroundings except my office. I didn't turn on the switch. I don't feel like seeing the light here. I don't want my eyes to react to the light. (am i even using the correct words/terms?)

To be honest, i miss Davao so much. The scorching heat. well, not really scorching but the heat. As i've said, it's mostly rain here. The sun only comes out for a few minutes then.. BLAM! RAIN again. But that just not the one i'm missing in Davao. I miss my friends. My special someone, my room, the house, the malls, the cinema and a lot of things.

Well, i guess this is my "reward" for flunking chemistry 2 times in a row. Oh yea. I'm still sticking with my goal. to lose a few pounds when i'm here. Yes, i'm trying to control my food intake. I have been eating less since Monday. Who could ever thought that i get stuffed with just a cup of rice. Though i can't stop eating small chocolate balls. They're really yummy. Can't resist. hahahahaha!

I can't wait to go home. I wanna sleep. my head hurts like hell right now. I've been in front of the computer for like 11 hours. Damn! I can't do anything about it coz I'm "working". Though I've never really seriously worked. I just check some papers this and that. Instruct to do this and that. Supervisor stuff. but not really on the field much. I'm just here sitting in my office. or let say the owner's office. doing something in front of the computer. sleep a little. blah blah blah.
this isn't the work i want. i want to be a nurse. not a manager. see. i could never be a good manager.

here i go again. i'm suppose to be talking about the rain outside.
anyway, my shift is almost done. i have to go.