The Worst Junk in the World
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Managing
Now, i wish i studied managing. Today is the first day of my duty as manager in my uncle's gasoline station. Really. I was forced into it. Or should i say, nasilawan ako sa perang inoffer sa akin. I guess that makes me a certified mukhang pera. My mom offered my a job too. but i decided to take this job to challenge myself in doing something i thought i can't do. And rejecting mom's offer was hard. She's my mom. but what i thought was, di ako ma didisiplina if I take her offer. Why, you ask? Simple. I won't do my job correctly coz I know I'm the son of the owner.
At the back of my head, I regret accepting this job because I'm afraid of not doing what I'm suppose to be doing. Right now, I'm so clueless. I don't know what to do. I'm facing the monitor typing this coz I don't know what I will do. Manet is already here. She instructs people in doing this and that. It suppose to be my job. But she knows a lot more than i do. She's been here since the station opened. Damn! I feel like shit right now.
I'll be here for 8 long months if I'm not going to the states. I guess during that long time I will learn many things. And that's what I'm planning to do. learn. which is good. But really. I'm still hoping nanay would consider of bringing me to the states for vacation. ugh! sige na lang. i think tomorrow, my tita will accompany me in doing my job. anyway, i have to go. i will find work for me.
At the back of my head, I regret accepting this job because I'm afraid of not doing what I'm suppose to be doing. Right now, I'm so clueless. I don't know what to do. I'm facing the monitor typing this coz I don't know what I will do. Manet is already here. She instructs people in doing this and that. It suppose to be my job. But she knows a lot more than i do. She's been here since the station opened. Damn! I feel like shit right now.
I'll be here for 8 long months if I'm not going to the states. I guess during that long time I will learn many things. And that's what I'm planning to do. learn. which is good. But really. I'm still hoping nanay would consider of bringing me to the states for vacation. ugh! sige na lang. i think tomorrow, my tita will accompany me in doing my job. anyway, i have to go. i will find work for me.
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